hmmm.. life is such a fleeting thing, that one never realizes that it's gone.
and when it is, one cannot realize what one has missed.
i have mentioned many times, that one never really knows about life, and about how temporary it seems. how it just seems to disappear.
and yet, one cannot realize what it is really all about.
and no, i am not talking about the hokey-pokey.
it takes something called death for us to realize what life is.
it is only when we have lost something that we realize that it was there in the first place.
if this is the case with life itself, i wonder if this is the case with so many other things.
i am not asking what is the point of the matter, it is something i have asked many times before, and something that i will keep asking. just to ground myself in reality.
could it be that we are not meant to realize it all ? that the universe cannot take the collective mental energy of us all thinking about the same goddamn thing ? and thus, we have been cursed to live in ignorance ?
or maybe, ignorance is really bliss.
as in, its only when we will stop realizing, that we will truly understand.
that's the beauty of contradictions. they always seem possible.
is it also possible that love does not exist ? that love itself is something that holds value only in life ? that love will be destroyed when it's all over ?
that love is as transient as all the rest of it ?
think about it. in a few hundred years, will our lives really be worth the time we spend over them ? will all the love that we keep “spreading” be worth even the amount of thought that we expend on it daily ?
maybe that's why we are meant not realize anything until we lose it all.
i know that we have taken love and God as two things that will always remain.
but if that's not true, we are all very very screwed.
and if it is, then keep thinking. i guess the end (referred to above) has to come sooner or later..
anyone to contradict ?