for example.. having completed a year with a blog. in effect, an online diary.
me, a guy who has difficulty expressing himself in any way. i am maintaining a journal. an online journal. and i look forward to seeing what others have to say about what i write.
there are mixed feelings here. amazement, that i can write. curiosity, about how i’m able to do it here. wondering, at the number of people who can understand. happiness, that the world is not as lonely as i think it sometimes.
realisations come and go. the questions remain, albeit in a place i cannot go to now.
a weight lies on my mind, i do not deny that. i need to get it out, i know. can i, i don’t know.
i will say one thing though.
to all of you out there. all those people i have met through this space. there are so many friends i have made just through writing, so many people i have come to know, that i can’t believe it sometimes.
it means more than i can express right now, but i will. someday.
happy blogging, everyone. and thanks for being there.